Wednesday, December 31, 2008

CLARIFICATION

Let me just give a shout out to my cousins - Meka, Nashia, and Keshia, who I have no beef with and who I have always loved like they were my sisters. I tell Keshia all the time that had it not been for my Auntie Jackie I would not have been a part of family reunions or summer vacations. She always made sure I was dressed like her girls and got a chance to see my dad every year. She was my second mom and her home was my home away from home. She would always say "Tiffany you don't have to ask me if you can come over here." I probably spent more time at their house than I did at my own. And I would show up every weekend even though I knew I had to get up and start cleaning early Saturday morning. I hate the fact that Frank and Devin are miles away from each other and don't have that bond like I had with Keshia. I hate that I don't get to see my little cousins and don't really know them (especially Nashia's girls).

So let me apologize to my cousins who I love like they my sisters because at no time did I want them to think I was referring to them. I love all my family - I'm just not gone let them few keep making me feel like I'm not good enough. But I am not apologizing for expressing my feelings because they honestly had me feeling like that - but maybe I should have made some clarifications. Its about to be 2009 and I am leaving the baggage in the 08 because I am looking forward to being very happy in the New Year. So I will be in Texas and Tallahassee at some time in the 09 so I can work on seeing my peeps more.

Love Yall Deuces

1 comment:

Tanashia said...

No need for clarification! Your blog, your thoughts, & your feelings. Those who know you knew what you were saying. So, can I get a picture of Frank on the blog!?!? How we gone know what's going on if u don't update the blog. Work with me, Nashia